Listen. you need to feel someone. Someone that can help you!! There are people that are trained to deal with this. The devil wants you to be having these thoughts. Anything that can turn you away from God. He wants you to do it. I so wish I could just give you a hug right now. But really, will you please tell some about this?

tell someone*^

Thank you so much!!! Tell me how it goes❤️

Ty!

Please tell someone like what Faith said. Please.

Tysm for following me!

awh! I’m so glad you went and that it’s helping you!! Hopefully this puts you in a better place❤️ And listen, if your friends are truly your friends. They’ll understand. They’ll be there for you.

I’m so glad!! It makes me so happy to know that I helped you in that way❤️ I’m also very excited that you finally found something that you think will help! I really hope this helps for the best💕 You can talk to me whenever

your so welcome!! I can’t wait to hear about it😊

Hey, hru? Have you had your next counseling appointment yet?

hey it’s okay, at least she knows what’s going on and your feeling more comfortable talking to her. The better she knows what’s going on the better she can help you overcome it💛

💗💗💗

hey

guess what

IK how you feel

and you are so amazing

Jesus Christ sacrificed himself for the world

he loves YOU

no one can ever change your heart except you

but I’m here for you

you got that??

good talk

<sending good thoughts>

hey. it’s me. winter-roses. my main was deleted and I’d love to get an update and chat soon!!!!! ttyl ❤️🧡💛💚💙 get through this because I know you can

yeah. and on top of that my phone was just vandalized. my weekends just been super right!!!! ... NOT AT ALL IN ANY WAY BECAUSE I LOST 1100 FOLLOWERS AND MY PHONES BROKEN

anyway how‘re things on your end?

*nervous laugh*

IM BACK AND I LOVE YA

I like talking 😂😂 sorry I didn’t respond earlier... I was at an ice skating practice

and yea Ik what you mean 😂😂😂

yeah!!! I skate ... it’s really fun but honestly it’s a little frustrating😂😂😂

hey. I know what your going through and if you ever want to talk, I’m here. I’ve been through a lot of stuff similar to you, including the social anxiety and depression. It does have its highs and lows, you’ve learned that by now I suppose. Just remember there are so many people who care about you and I could spend HOURS listing reasons why your worth it❤️

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! wanna talk later?

I would LOVE to talk!!! honestly I don't have depression but anxiety yea, life isn't really going great honestly!!! what time works?

HEY!!!! howre u holding up? done with the cutting? i hope so. i hope youre working things out! wanna talk?

aw! thank you! that means so much!

yeah, ikr! i hate being pitied! Then i am just like, ok so idk thanks but how are you expecting me to grow out of this? With bo help at all? I just dont get people a lot of the time. ugh

*out not bo

and youre good! im the one who accidentaly deleted a whole acc 😂😂

happy thanksgiving! (please try to be happy) 🙃

oooh! i have a tip! hold a pencil in your mouth horizontally for at least a minute. It makes you smile and it makes you unreasonably happy 😂 ive done it before btw so it works👌

if u want to talk I’m always here x

thanks btw

of course I do!!

hey i noticed you’ve been having it rough for a while now and i just wanna say how you are so strong to have made it this far and you CAN keep going and make it to the other side of this coin. if you ever need to talk or rant, i’ll be here, just reach out. you won’t be a bother. i might not be good at advice but i’ll listen❤️❤️but i really hope you’re doing okay and please stay strong. even if i don’t know you very well, i care about you and i know things will get better. with the bad comes the good❤️❤️

Thank you so much! I really agree ^^^^

OH NO DONT TAKE THE MEDS!

my moms a health freak. ive been offered them and im not getting them. there are a lot of health risks! please dont! just get the normal follow up (i went to mine on Wednesday this week 🙃) the meds dont really help. yeah, it is basically artificial happiness.

all you need to do it work on being happy (oh no now i sound like that stupid troll movie with justin timberlake 😂) anyways we should just talk and work on it. talk to your councelor. this whole "mental illness" (should be called brain health. idk about you but i feel alienated when people say that!!) soo... its made me really interested in neuroscience so think of it like this ... the brain is just an organ right? so it is affected by your overall health. for me i eat too much gluten/bread which was stupidly altered in the fifties but im not gonna get into that (sorry, health nut 😂😂😂) so anyways find out what going on with your physical health and it should make your brain not have the amigdala (idk how to spell it but it is like the worry and fear on switch in the brain) anyways being physically healthy will take that out of overdrive meaning you'll be happy!!!

ooooof! thats long 😂😂😂😂

also im just glad to know youre happy!!!!

but dont take the drugs! please! ive been offered them and im not taking them. please have your parents understand. i know we met online but we're friends right? so please believe me when i say that

Keep your head up and stay strong, love. I know you can ❤️

your welcome :))❤️❤️i hope you’re doing okay though!

well... first of all hi! i hope ur doing better and second of all the drugs are to get you the feel of happiness until you no longer need it artificially ... its the in between step 1 is completely stressed (thats not extreme enough but ill leave it there) 2 is happy when you would likely otherwise be extremely stressed and 3 is happiness that is real

why!!? :O dude I would never forget you, youre an amazing bean who needs to keep fighting 💕💕💕

ok! I kinda want to exchange phone numbers (if it gets awkward for whatever reason you could always block me but I really hope that doesn't happen!) And I wanna reword the 'artificial happiness' it's more like real happiness that your depression doesn't let you feel. So it's basically freeing you from the anxiety a bit. If you think the phone number thing would be easier I would love to do that! also, I'm on Pinterest if you would prefer to talk on there.

I know. that's the only problem. ooof. I talk to other PC people over the phone. it's just annoying talking to like one of my seemingly oddly closest friends through public comments you know? 😂😂

thank you so much! 😊

Hi, if you need someone to vent to, I’m always here. Stay strong. Ily. ❤️❤️